I LEARN AT NIGHT WHEN I AM DREAMING TRAVELING THE ASTRAL SEARCH FOR MIND THERE IS NONE AKASA EITHER

I learn more at night when I am dreaming. I could see that much of what we call dream is visiting the astral So I moved on to trying to understand how the modification of Akasa egos happened and Demonics like Belial. AT this point I started thinking where did Akasa come and how.As I thought this I fell into total darkness nothingness before losing all consciousness. As awoke into the dream I realised there is no Akasa.Nir Guna is truth and like the initiation on the Ashram I was coming out of Nirvikalpa Samadhi as I do daily.However when I lie down in the day there is .no subtle.This time I started in the subtle and destroyed the thoughts..No akasa which I already knew but to be aware of the process OF TO NOT KNOWING I WOKE UP LAUGHING..AS THERE WAS NO BLISS AS THAT IS AKASA T. In my night travel I feel my Guru or Self diverted me from akasa to Nirvikalpa Samadhi. That was what the darkness was prior to loss of consciousness and Samadhi Ie no point in me exploring delusion as Akasa when I could do nirvikalpa. What She s saying is that Saguna is shining within the Akasa but that is not Saguna or vital force..This is what happened to my mind when it searched for Akasa and was in total darkness until I went into Nirvikalpa Samadhi. SO IF YOU SEARCH FOR MIND YOU WONT FIND IT T9