MY JOURNEY TO KEVALA

I STARTED MANY YEARS AGO IN 1985 DOING MEDITATION . I STARTED BY DOING HATHA YOGA AND PRANAYAMA AND SOME JAPA... THEN DEEP CONCENTRATION IN THE CORPSE POSE MOVING TO SITTING CROSS LEGGED AND CONCENTRATING ON THE POINT BETWEEN THE NOSE AND LIP. AFTHER A SHORT TIME I PASS INTO NIRVIKALPA SAMADHI KEVALA FOR ABOUT AN HOUR...PERMANENT WOULD BE SAHAJA AND MOKSHA... IN THE SPACE BEFORE THE NIRVIKALPA I HAVE SEARCHED FOR THE EGO-I AND NOT FOUND IT, IT I

sleep and perchance to dream

Sleep perchance to dream said Shakespeare..HUMANS ARE ADDICTED TO DREAMS IT IS A DIVERSION AND NON CONSCIOUSNESS IS NOT DISCARDED .IN FACT IN AWAKENING IN THE NIGHT THE DESIRE TO GO BACK TO SLEEP AND DREAM IS THERE. MENTAL, ASTRAL, AND MATERIAL PLANES ARE ALL DESIRABLE DREAMS EXCEP THE LOWER PRETALOKA WHERE AWAKENING TO THE MATERIAL IS DESIRED TO ESCAPE THE PAINFUL INTROSPECTION ON ONES PHYSICAL LIFE.IN THE END IT IS ALL A DREAM THAT NON EXISTENT GOD DID NOT HAVE, NOTHING EVER HAPPENED. THE LEVEL OF IGNORANCE IS SO GREAT AS NIS SAID ONLY 1 IN 10 MILLION CAN EVEN GRASP IT, NEVER MIND ACHIEVE MOKSHA,( MOHA KSHYA) IGNORANCE DESTROYED.THE AMAZING FACT IS THE EGO SEES THE DREAM THAT ITSELF HAS PROJECTED AND BELIEVES IT TO BE REAL AND SEPARATE FROM ONESELF. WHEN THE FACT IT IS JUST A FANTASY OF MIND, THAT NEVER HAPPENED .THE SOLUTION IS REVERSAL OF THE PROCESS FINDING A PHANTAM IS IMPOSSIBLE...TONY.